It was to late
to late to help him, he was gone
taken by the demons that had been forming, growing inside of him
with a rope, he ended it all
the pain, the suffering
no one noticed how he felt, he hid it well
Maybe if they had noticed, they could have done something
maybe they could have helped
would they have though?
now we'll never know
She looks for acceptance, she finds scorn.
Uncaring cold eyes, when she needs warmth.
She tries to please, it backfires, making things worse.
Depressed that she'll never be what they want her to be, perfect.
Without flaw, without mistake, humanly impossible.
But still she tries.
Putting others in front of herself, unselfish
How long till she breaks?
till the pressure becomes to great to bear.
The burden of an unloved heart, full of love itself,
and yearning to be loved in return
It was to late
to late to help him, he was gone
taken by the demons that had been forming, growing inside of him
with a rope, he ended it all
the pain, the suffering
no one noticed how he felt, he hid it well
Maybe if they had noticed, they could have done something
maybe they could have helped
would they have though?
now we'll never know
She looks for acceptance, she finds scorn.
Uncaring cold eyes, when she needs warmth.
She tries to please, it backfires, making things worse.
Depressed that she'll never be what they want her to be, perfect.
Without flaw, without mistake, humanly impossible.
But still she tries.
Putting others in front of herself, unselfish
How long till she breaks?
till the pressure becomes to great to bear.
The burden of an unloved heart, full of love itself,
and yearning to be loved in return
RIVALS
(Written in Winner Sinclair's point of view)
Rivals,
He and I used to be rivals,
Rivals over one thing,
Her heart,
Perhaps,
It was not so much that we were both trying to win her heart,
But that it was I who was trying to take it,
From he who already had it,
We spent a long time as rivals,
I spent a long time in envy of him,
And I didn't take the time to realize,
Who had swiftly taken,
My own heart,
She,
Who's name I couldn't remember then,
Had stolen it away from me,
Without my nowledge,
Untill I gave up,
Untill I stopped being a rival,
Stopped being enviouse,
And realized,
That she had taken my heart,
So I
Current Residence: M.A. Favourite genre of music: i listen to almost anything, and if i don't listen to it, i'll try it, exept rap Favourite photographer: Chelle Favourite style of art: Anime art Operating System: Windows Vista MP3 player of choice: Zune 8 KB Shell of choice: gun shell Wallpaper of choice: one that has to do with my current obsession anime Skin of choice: None Favourite cartoon character: just ask xD it's always changeing Personal Quote: "love only yourself and live only for yourself." Gaara
Favourite Visual Artist
Yoshitaka and all the artists of Deviant art.
Favourite Movies
Spirited Away.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
three Days Grace, Nickleback, thousand foot krutch and Jealkb
Favourite Writers
J.R.R Tolkien, Stephenie Meyer
Favourite Games
Bleach: Blade of Fate, Disgaea DS
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo Ds
Tools of the Trade
Pencials, paints, markers.. almost anything I can get my hands on.
ok i decided it's time for a change and fresh start. o_o; this journal is kinda late considering I already watched some of the people on my watch list i really like =/...anyway my new account is
~Laharlfan21 (https://www.deviantart.com/laharlfan21)..so yeah :nod: those who were recently watched by them, thats me. I'll log into this account once a day to check my messages and stuff. so if you like my work, watch my other account ^^
taken from ~vermilion--vermouth (https://www.deviantart.com/vermilion--vermouth)
Stereotypes
I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm DEPRESSED, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REP
RULES
● You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
● Tag five people afterward.
● Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.
ARE YOU?
1. Perfect?
is anyone?
2. Tall?
definatly not, about 5' 2"
3. In your pajamas?
noppers
4. Left handed?
nah
LAST:
1. Friend you saw :
Kristine
2. Talked to on the phone :
Flea
3. Person to text you:
Chelle
4. Was today better than yesterday?
eh actually yeah
FAVORITES:
1. Number:
16
2. Color(s):
blue, black, red, purple
3. Fruit:
Bannanas
4. Place:
my room :nod: so I can write/draw/read with no one bugging me..unless they text/call
EIGHT EMOTIONS
Hey Sayiangurl16 dont know if you still remember me... long time no see XD, are you still active into the chat?? remember kakashiisnumber1 and his famous chat, those were cool days...
I've been okay much older since thos times lol, and you? Mmmm its a shame you and Kakashi aren't into the chats anymore just wanted to reborn some of thos moments ... XD see ya later.